I Was Proud

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A picture of us three,
On that first road trip
I miss seeing my dog
Visuals less than memories
I forget scents and sounds

I still have her things
down in the crawl space
Her phone plan’s in my name
Though our friends say kind things
I still feel like I hold all the blame.

Very many men have expected more than I of you
Very many times when I put aside what I thought I knew

I wish we could talk about it
I was proud, I was proud

But there, that's the problem my heart
prone to nostalgia
locked down to a fragile memory
Before we had that fight in Georgia.

With someone new I'll lose that portion of life I had with you.
My greatest fear of all is that I'm too late to start anew

I sold everything in that room but I still feel the mourning,
I dream out the same old you and wake to feel your scorning,
But I don't blame you,
for taking off, I was proud

And there that's the problem my love
prone to forgive you
locked down to a fragile memory
before you took my dog and left me


from Expectations, released October 7, 2016



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